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what should I call it?

I tend to have an extreme turbulence of thoughts, tremendous jump of moods and terribly random memory juggling. It all can happen real fast even in the middle of exhausting days. It just comes in at the most unexpected time.  But hey I think I have been doing not so bad so far. You know I used to blindly following my guts and will suddenly hit a text message to someone I shouldn't have just because I was reminded of the past. Or the feelings just hitting me out of nowhere, and the sentiments emerged. Yep, stupid they named it. And oh my friend you have no idea how many times a single piece of song can triggered me writing paragraphs which I almost send to you. Or when I accidently passed by places that remind me of us and I almost hit your number.  I fought so so well. Until that day which I might not ever be able to forget. Ever, happened. Things I thought... don't really happen in real life. Things I thought would only happen in movies or books.  --- to be continued ---...